Jeffree Star has introduced that he and longtime boyfriend Nathan Schwandt have cut up.In an emotional YouTube video uploaded on Saturday, titled “We Broke Up,” the make-up mogul, 34, revealed that the pair had referred to as it quits “just a few weeks in the past,” after relationship for 5 years.“There’s no straightforward option to say this,” Star stated. “We’re each in a state of shock. I’m devastated. I’m so unhappy.”“I really feel like I owe you all an evidence as a result of Nathan and I’ve grown with one another in entrance of all of you and I can’t imagine he’s not right here proper now. However I do need to share what’s been happening,” Star continued, earlier than making it clear that he nonetheless has nothing however love for Schwandt.“I’m grateful for him, and I’ll be grateful till the day I die, as a result of this was the one man that was ever assured sufficient to like me publicly, to like me for me totally, all my flaws, no make-up waking up in mattress to full-on — he by no means cared about any of it, he simply liked me for me,” the make-up mogul stated.Nathan Schwandt and Jeffree Star | Rodin Eckenroth/WireImageMoreRELATED: Make-up Mogul Jeffree Star Provides a Tour of His New Huge ‘Dream Residence Citadel’Making it clear that there was no “loopy” drama surrounding their determination to separate, Star defined that numerous losses — together with the demise of two of their canines final 12 months — in addition to the demanding nature of their way of life, took a toll on their psychological well being.“We haven’t processed our canines totally as a result of this way of life is so loopy and we’re all the time on to the following factor,” he defined. “We had been each so busy being there for one another that we forgot to be right here for ourselves, and that’s what 2020 is — specializing in ourselves.”“Me and Nathan shall be pals eternally, I’ll all the time have love for him. Are we in love with one another? No, however we love one another and he’ll all the time be in my life,” he added.One other issue which led to their cut up was that whereas Star has been within the public eye for years, making a reputation for himself on MySpace earlier than beginning his personal make-up model and YouTube channel, Schwandt by no means had any want for the highlight, though he has appeared in a lot of Star’s movies over time — together with a video uploaded earlier this 12 months, which confirmed the pair shifting into a brand new home.“He by no means needed to be well-known, he by no means needed to be within the highlight, he by no means needed consideration, however he liked and believed in all the pieces i used to be doing and was part of it as a result of I requested him to,” Star defined. “My life is so public and I feel it simply received to a breaking level the place it simply wasn’t wholesome.”Story continuesRumors that the pair’s relationship was pretend had been additionally difficult for Schwandt.“I’ve actually thick pores and skin, I can take so much, however I feel it actually wears you down whenever you’re in love with somebody and all you hear is he’s with you for the cash, he’s this, he’s that,” Star continued. “He met me after I had nothing and he by no means modified and that’s what I liked essentially the most is he stayed true to who he was.”Because the 17-minute lengthy video got here to a detailed, Starr thanked his followers and followers, saying he felt “prepared for this new chapter, I feel.”“I can’t wait to get again to doing what I like and creating and Jeffree Star Cosmetics has so many wonderful issues to stay up for this 12 months — I’m simply so excited. Regardless that I’m so unhappy I’m able to get again to work.”In a Tweet posted later within the afternoon, he added: “The toughest half has been waking up and he’s not laying subsequent to me anymore.. However I’m a tricky bitch and 2020 goes to be my 12 months.” The toughest half has been waking up and he is not laying subsequent to me anymore.. However I am a tricky bitch and 2020 goes to be my 12 months.— Jeffree Star (@JeffreeStar) January 11, 2020 Breakup rumors surrounding Star and Schwandt, who started relationship after hitting it off on Instagram, elevated within the days earlier than Star’s announcement.“My canines all the time make me smile after I’m down,” Star wrote in a cryptic publish on Jan. 4, shortly earlier than it was additionally introduced that Star had pulled out of an upcoming magnificence tour for “unexpected private causes.”Followers additionally seen that Star had taken out the road “wifey of Nathan” from his Instagram bio, and that a number of objects pertaining to Schwandt appeared to have been eliminated, or had been not in inventory, on the Jeffree Star Cosmetics web site.